Okay…

So I made it sound like we had a shitty time in the last post. We didn’t.

We had a lot of fun but I’m confused about some of the priorities B had and that’s what stuck.

Not the way we held hands when we walked about, how many times he told me he thinks I’m wonderful, the times we looked deep into each others’ eyes and said I love you.

What a git I am.

But then, I think part of the negativity I’m feeling at the moment has to do with the fact that I’m back in a place where I’m not really comfortable. That and maybe I’ve got PMS. Since my everlasting cycle I’ve completely lost touch.

~ by thedivorcee on November 23, 2008.